Day 18 of Missing You

Let me start off with: I am fine.

But because I am trying not to censor anything anymore (I amtrying to at least…), I should admit that I finally caved at around 5 A.M. today just before you texted.

Mom wondered why my eye was puffy when I woke up. Well, I kind of, sort of fell asleep crying. I woke up at 4 A.M. this morning just really miserable. And I couldn’t fall back asleep. I just kind of got overwhelmed by feelings and I decided that it was time to let it loose.

But your texts came at the right time though. It’s like we both reached our limit at the same time. I didn’t feel instantly better. It’s kind of hard to stop in the middle of a crying session. But I calmed down and eventually fell asleep.

You still have the best timing.

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